Circular Thinking

Bridge the gap,

Bridge the gap,

Bridge the gap.

The more I say it, it will happen right?

I’ll make the distance shorter, easier to cross, and I’ll be okay again.

Right?

Focus.

Don’t fall into the emptiness.

Don’t fall.

Keep going…eyes up, feet moving.

Don’t fall.

Keep moving and it won’t happen right?

Keep moving and it won’t catch up. I’ll be okay.

Right?

Pull yourself together.

Find the pieces and glue them where they belong.

Find the pieces.

Find the pieces, complete the picture, and become whole.

Find the pieces.

Find the pieces and make yourself okay.

Right?

That’s all it will take.

To find the pieces, keep moving, and bridge the gap.

All I need to be okay.

Okay. Right?

Okay…not great, not perfect; just let me be okay.

For once, one moment, a chance, a day.

I want to be.

I want to be okay.