Searching for Her

Where is she -
the girl I once was.
Did I give her away as I opened up?
Sharing everything, every thought;
she was selfish.
Where did she go?
Did I love too much-
until she learned to break?

I remember alone,
I remember happy - self-sufficient.
Was that so bad?

The lost child, the lonely child
Never the scared child.

Where is she?
If I try hard enough will I find she's still in me?

Do I want to find her?
Become her again?
Am I  happy with who I am now?
Who I might become?

But where is she?